This week has been a veri great week for mi! :D

Firstly I bought a veri big hello panda with my GIRLFRIEND!

we bought one each and i actually finished the hello panda on that day which is tues.

hahahaha! so shiok!

in case your dunno who is my beautiful girlfriend her photo is below. ^^

HOW HOW HOW??

HANDSOME RIGHT??

hahahhaa! GIRLFRIEND! LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS! I WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU TOO! :D

Next I really really really is madly! deeply! crazily! in love with dancing! SALSA! :D

I really wished that my partner is NICHOLAS TAY ZHONG XUN!

coz the dancing feeling with him and the others is really diff!

although vetri and gary is super good! but but but! the feeling is not right.

maybe bcoz the chemistry is diff.

i know it's quite a short period of time but i think i have some kind of chemistry between NICHOLAS TAY ZHONG XUN!

LOL!

AND AND AND YOU KNOW WAD??

HE OSO FEEL TAT DANCING WIF MI HAS A DIFF FEELING!

HAHAHAHA!

SO FAST GOT CHEMISTRY ALR! :D

LOL!

moving on. . .

i had dinner today with NICHOLAS TAY ZHONG XUN!

LOL!

his name like always appearing. . .

lol.

nvm! that is not the point.

when we were having dinner halfway, his band members are like calling and calling him nonstop.

hahaha!

den in the end i realised that he is suppose to have dinner with his band members and he did not tell mi about that.

felt bad though. . .

in the end the band members are like waiting or him to eat dinner and he had alr had his dinner when he told his band member to have their dinner 1st.

and i told him "next time i wait for you to call mi out coz you are a veri busy man!"

LOL!

okay that's all for today! :D

FULLSTOP!

AND AND AND! TMR GOT DANCE! ^^

HAPPY! :D

My lappy have been in bad mood this few weeks.

not listening to mi alr.

bad girl!

tsk tsk tsk!

we have started our muse choreography for bachata.

but it ended up to be a repeated routine by actfa.

why can't they just make a new choreo?

why are they so lazy.

tsk!

but i have to say that the choreo is nice though.

hahas.

Have been dancing and dancing and dancing nonstop.

the dancing feeling is just so great! :D

how i wish i can just continue dancing without worrying all the other stupid stuffs.

btw, ytr supposingly i should stay at home and rot since i have nothing to do.

but in the end when i was messaging nicholas ("my potential partner" i hope so),

he said he was teaching his friend to play drum.

I was interested too so i went down to his church and find him.

but he ended up teaching mi guitar 1st.

cause he promise mi he will teach mi.

But jus the 1st lesson onli, my fingers are pain like hell!

till now it's still pain.

like burnt feeling. :(

maybe i'm not suitable for guitar.

more suitable for drum.

aft teaching mi guitar, his friends and him go on to play a song,

with him playing the drum and his friends playing guitar and bass.

so nice.

and aft tat, he played the piano and electric guitar.

it is from den that i realise he is filled with music talent. :)

CHARMING! :D

LOL!

aft which, i take over the playing of drum. :)

I CAN PLAY THE DRUM OK!

but ABIT rusty.

hahaha.

den he continue teaching mi a little bit of drum.

so shiok.

hit and hit and hit and hit!

bom bak bom bom bom bak! :D

we went for dinner and he sent mi home surprisingly! :)

it has been a veri long time since somebody sent mi home.

hahahahahhaa!

AND!

MY HOUSE IS REALLY FAR!!!!!!!!!!!~

hahahahha! :D

i cut my fingernails just to learn guitar and in the end my fingers hurt like crazy.

LOL!

NO MORE PAINTING OF NAILS FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS! :(

Nvm!

At least my nails will be healthier without painting. :D

why am i'm so lost??

GOD! PLEASE GUIDE ME TO THE RIGHT PATH CAUSE I CAN NO LONGER THINK ANYMORE!

I WILL FIND MY PATH BACK TO YOU! :D

I JUST WANT TO DANCE!

JUST SIMPLY DANCING!

WHY IS IT SO HARD!

WHY MUST I HAVE SO MUCH STRESS JUST TO DANCE?!

GROUNDATION! :(

well. . .

bcoz i've been grounded, i cnt go anywhr other den mon and fri which is my dance training.

all this things is like trapping mi until i cnt really catch my breath anymore.

my life is full of crap!

i nid to stress about sch, family and even stressing about dancing.

why can't my mom understand and take the fact that dancing is my life and i cnt do without dancing?

why can't she just live wif it??

now i even nid to stress about pple not coming for training.

sometimes i'm really lost but i know i'm following the path that HE's leading mi to.

maybe i'm following the path in the wrong way that's why there are so many commotions to it.

i can't even go for self practice in peace.

how long is she going to torture mi??

sometimes i feel that i'm just the extra one to this family.

i'm always giving all the not needed trouble to the family.

why??

sometimes i just wonder that mayhbe if i'm not born, my parents would not have all this troubles.

should i just give up on life??

if she really that unhappy about mi, why not just let go??

she's tired and i'm even more tired of all this crap.

i've been trying all this years to really communicate wif all of them.

but seriously, it so hard.

i want to but i can't.

i'm really suffering now and struggling.

why can't anybody understand?

i'm really really really lost now.

or is it time that i go back to find HIM?

i should right?

Salsa training! :D

Today I had my salsa training.

it's yet another wonderful day.

but be4 the training, i went for a movie toy story 3 wif my love. :)

it was a wonderful movie.

we had a great day tgt. :D

aft which we have to go back to sch as we have our own trainings.

he has latin and i had salsa. :D

although for mon's lesson we are onli having basic trainings without learning much new stuffs.

but i'm just so happy that i would be able to dance.

it is like i'm made to dance.

without dancing, i'm just nothing.

dancing makes my world so perfect and it is alr a part of mi.

i kinda have to be separated wif it but i dun care about it.

i just want to continue dancing all the way! :D

I LOVE DANCING! AND NOTHING'S GONNA STO PME FROM DANCING! :D

Love, thank you for the day! I had a great day bcoz of you! Love you! :)

Ytr we had our first IG outing wif the latinos for the juniors.

ended up the alc event was cancelled due to too little people who turn up.

but bcoz eugene alr ordered lunch so we had to stay till the lunch is here.

for the time being, we were telling ghost stories.

in the end we went to some random room in sch to watch some random horror movie called "letters of death".

LOL!

hahaha! aft tat jade, pei pei and mi went to stretch and have some bachata session while waiting for our idiot husband ryan who ended up coming at 5 plus 6pm.

in the end we pulled him to make a fake tattoo at his chest by he make it at the leg.

cheat our feelings.

hahaha!

tmr will be going for a movie and lunch date wif ryan and aft tat i will have my salsa training!

cnt wait for tmr.

I believe it will be a wonderful wonderful day! :D

Lastly i decided to pull this blog back to life and i changed everything.

a new beginning and a new life for this blog. :D