bcoz i've been grounded, i cnt go anywhr other den mon and fri which is my dance training.
all this things is like trapping mi until i cnt really catch my breath anymore.
my life is full of crap!
i nid to stress about sch, family and even stressing about dancing.
why can't my mom understand and take the fact that dancing is my life and i cnt do without dancing?
why can't she just live wif it??
now i even nid to stress about pple not coming for training.
sometimes i'm really lost but i know i'm following the path that HE's leading mi to.
maybe i'm following the path in the wrong way that's why there are so many commotions to it.
i can't even go for self practice in peace.
how long is she going to torture mi??
sometimes i feel that i'm just the extra one to this family.
i'm always giving all the not needed trouble to the family.
why??
sometimes i just wonder that mayhbe if i'm not born, my parents would not have all this troubles.
should i just give up on life??
if she really that unhappy about mi, why not just let go??
she's tired and i'm even more tired of all this crap.
i've been trying all this years to really communicate wif all of them.
but seriously, it so hard.
i want to but i can't.
i'm really suffering now and struggling.
why can't anybody understand?
i'm really really really lost now.
or is it time that i go back to find HIM?
i should right?
